It’s always been you and me in the end
it’s never been this bad before… I’ve always had control.
When a girl says “Make me” that’s secret code for “fuck the shit outta me until I can’t walk or talk straight”
All I was fucking trying to do was help you from the beginning, you fucking asshole. But whatever, you get your wish. I’m leaving you the fuck alone. You can’t blame me for our fucking shortcomings when you never even once tried to fight for us as hard as I did. You can’t pretend like I’m nothing to you when it’s practically fucking killing you that you lost me two times. You act like it’s my fault. It was out of my control. I told you that before we fucking graduated. You let yourself get worse letting it build up this bad and lying to me about how you felt for years. You’re fucking destroying yourself. I never would have gotten destroyed myself if you never dragged me down with you ever since I came back. You’re so fucking blind to how much I love you. No one has ever put up with your shit for as long as I did, regardless of the fact we’ve never been together. No one else will ever fucking have the balls to fight this hard for you. You push away everybody that loves you. You have so much fucking hatred now. You changed so fucking much. You allowed this to destroy you. You’re gonna wind up all alone and when you need someone to save you when you’re at your breaking point, no one will be there. You’ll fucking remember me and how much I tried. You’ll hate yourself even more. No one believes me but I know you’re gonna do it one day. No one will see it coming but me. I tried so hard to save you and I’m done. It’s up to you to save yourself. You act like everybody’s against you when it’s just yourself. You’re your own worst enemy and I feel nothing but remorse. I fucking love you, asshole.